As I lay in bed tonight at my in-laws, getting ready to spend some time with Jesus, I can't help but scroll through the events of the day. I had a tough miss my dad day today. It usually happens when I am alone for extended periods of time. My mind got rolling this morning when at the breakfast table today Sam told me he dreamt of Grandpa Alan in heaven last night and when I asked him if he talked to him, he said "No, he was just talking to Jesus." Sam then, like no big deal, went on to take a bite of his waffle. Now this very could have been another 3 year old common fabrication, but either way, it made me smile and of course shed tears. I let my dad's birthday pass this year without really talking about it to any of my family again. Sometimes it's still too hard I guess, I don't know. I even forgot to call my Grandma that day.
Back to my quiet time... Just needing to read a random psalm and then spend some time in prayer. Missed my appointment with God this afternoon for various reasons, which is no excuse at all, but no matter how late it is, He still deserves and wants me to curl up with Him and give Him what I can, I think.
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